I want to move somewhere beautiful…almost as beautiful as your smile. A place where we’re free to be in love; free to be ourselves. But really, wherever we go, I just want you to be there with me. It doesn’t truly matter where we are as long as I’m with you.

(via teenagerposts)

I can’t think anymore
I’ll never be who I once was
She left me here
Just like everyone always promises they won’t
Why should I even bother trying to bring her back?

It’s hard for you to imagine right?
Losing yourself and not caring at all
Well if you looked through my eyes
If you felt the emtiness in my soul
You might begin to understand

But you can’t
Not that I think you would anyways
I’ll just stay labeled as the girl no one understands
But then again…
Is anyone really trying?

I look up at the lights in the sky
They seem to go on endlessly
I start matching these lights to your flaws
To every reason we shouldn’t be together
But at quickly as that thought sparks
It burns out in the darkness surrounding me

My back against the earth
I feel suffacted by it all
Closing my eye won’t help me escape
It only leads me back to where I once was

Happiness is what I long for
The happiness in the lights that are now so dim
Your eyes burning out, fading into the darkness
But I have yet to give up on finding you

Hiden in the dark or amoungst the lights where you belong
Where ever you are, I will find us again
The hapiness we both long for

When is enough, enough though?
There’s a breaking point to everything
With no where else to turn, I do the only thing I can
I get off the ground
Forget about the lights, the happiness, the emptiness
I forget about you

My back is no longer against th earth
You can’t hold me down any longer
I am free to touch the stars once again
I am free to love myself the way you never could
How I always wished you would

It is that time of year again

Where the white blanket tries to wash away my sorrow

Yet all this white blanket does is cause my heart to miss you

The cold wind slaps my face

After awhile it becomes painless

I am frozen to all your little white lies that fall from the grey

Footprints are left with every step I can manage

But soon your lies will cover them and this white blanket will be rid of my memory

So how did you manage to leave such emptiness in me?

The sky is the limit

His eyes met mine And for the first time in forever I can truly say I am happy again

It is as simple as a note drifting through the air

Dancing with the others just like itself to create song

A laugh that could be mistaken for so much more

Anything can spark a memory so easily

Reminding me of your favorite song

All the different tones mixing and gliding together

Somehow managing to make the perfect remedy

Giving us our song

The song you would let drip from your lips in the most bittersweet way

No longer can I allow Deutsch lullabies to enter my dreams

Everything from the beginning of this tragic affair

Til the last track of this love disappeared into the silence

Leaving only the autumn leaves

It all must be discarded as carefully as one can be while breaking the heart

Eventually the notes will drift away

Never to play a song like ours

Laughter will no longer be mistaken for anything more then they are

Memories

Even the perfect lullaby can’t be heard from lips that lie

Nothing is meant to last as one would think

For a broken heart will never last

It is simply not as simple as that

On days like this

I still think of you

How your smile turned into sunshine

Even through the cigarette smoke

Those eyes radiated

As the moon would on a cloudy night

I miss that

Now I’m left alone

With only the darkness

Only your silhouette left in the smoke

The liquor on my breath

It’s evident as ever

That bad habit came back to me

The minute you were no longer here

No long around to counter it

I miss you more then I did yesterday

Love you like I did then

hailed:

My cover of Rolling in The Deep by Adele